Ok, so this sucks!!

So, today makes day #2. I did slide yesterday. However, I only smoked 2 cigarettes instead of a pack. I am feeling better about it today, I think! To those of you that have never smoked before, be thankful!! It is truly one of the hardest things I have done so far in life. I can and will do it though!!! I have exactly 10 weeks until surgery. My goal is to be completely smoke free by then. I can do this!! We can do this! I will make no promises to post everyday, but I will post as frequently as I can. Til next time.